Struggle. Growth.

These last few months has been extremely busy for our family. New jobs, new routines, new goals, new challenges. And boy, was there challenge and struggle. The struggle of not knowing if I made the right decision for me and my family. The struggle of getting trough a unrecognizable path and work load. The struggle of realizing things may not be as they seem. The struggle of feeling like I’m not enough or not good enough. The struggle to provide for my family, clients, employer. The list goes on and on. And on. And all of my insecurities have been tested. All. Of. Them.

I knew this new journey was going to be hard. There were times when I wanted to give up because I questioned my ability. Times when I felt it would be easier to stop and go back. But also times when I knew in my soul this was and is the right path for me.

What I know for sure is if you ask and trust in the universe it will provide and give back to you in ways you can’t even imagine for yourself. Being open and accepting means being open and accepting to everything - the amazing, the beautiful, the ugly, the unanticipated, the unusual and the struggle. Because on the other side of all of that is the lesson and the growth. And sometimes the healing.

In the midst of struggle there are messy bits. Very messy. Hard messy. But the systems are developing. The routines are coming along. And the path is unfolding and I can see and feel the clarity we have been manifesting.

Have faith. Trust the struggle because growth is happening. The universe is unfolding for you.

-Natalie xo

My vision for this space is evolving. I have a lot of wonderful things planned. I hope you stick with me as I regroup.